LrningToLoveHrself

We need to be better to one another. I don't want to have to argue all the time on the internet it's huge and changing constantly, but it is like the need for more is like a pavlov dog. I also think it is a pan in the butt that PH cannot do apostrophes without being freaked out html or whatever codes make this page run IDK I just work here brah. lol
I wear my heart on my sleeve and I know that there is a lot to be upset about but we have to make sure to snap back to reality, I am trying to make genuine content of me and my adventures in learning how to get this voice in my head telling me that I'm not worthy in any way. Depression things haaaah that was also a bit of the reason for my last post but I've let it disappear into the ether I too, did not want to dwell on a temporary point in time about boys rolling in their cream stained chairs (I later thought of you guys clipping and ragdolling everywhere alla a bad source film maker project and couldn't help but laugh) that I got a pussy got a buzzcut. you all like to play with cute words like manscaped... I am very tired of how fast things move and how many people I reach all the time, so many of you talk to me and I am one little me, there has to be a better way to talk to you all and hang out but then the net gets cast too wide and I am bound to be in over my head. But it's always the unknown that I wonder about what makes a person say x or y who takes the time to be genuine who's horny on main and wants me to look at a picture of them in the dark with the flash on. Turn on a light ya heathens. 
I don't wanna live on this planet and I want to find more soft places and those feel like their distant I hope we take a moment to try and be better to one another.. I'm trying to be kind and funny and vulnerable and some of you are real jerks. stop it. (Not aimed at any one specific more at the dorks making drama and people I really have never had any interaction with.

I will have genes that are worth passing on to a spawn that will inherit a much finer planet than this. I fantasize about being a mom but that is impossible. It's not fair to the tiny human. It's not fair to this planet we treat pretty poorly. But in another life... I will have no worry or strife, my belly will be full. In this fantasy nothing hurts. It's lovely. All of us would live happily with warmth and joy.

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